what?

i often talk to my self, yeah like i am doing right now... thinking about stupid things and what will happen then, or just imagining a negative thinking about something... its really BAD habbit right, but those just coming and i couldnt control them..

so sleepy this nite, and i have to write something in order to make some move for the things before this..  >> dont wanna look down T-T , wuaaaaa... just wanna forget it, im pretty under pressure now... mommy, make me enjoy this life, dont puss me like others, i know ALLAH has a good plane, and i have a great destiny next :'( *PRETTYDAMNSURESOMUCHMORE*

miss him, i want he stays beside the fools young lady but absolutely pretty and shiny, and ....  (read:me) >.<