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Still hard being a nice girl, all that I've done they are the best part of me.. and just couldn’t get any respect , even I didn’t get appreciation and im totally UPSET !

Its almost make me give up for many times,couldnt count, why?!

Theres always asking words “why” ?! and I don’t need any fuckin answer to be quiet..

like a trash huh?! who am i? am i nothing?

have u ever think , how am i now?! how i used to be?!

all the changes happened, just to show im a biggirl and everyone must be PROUD to have me !

Deeply TRULY disapointed ! dont u need me anymore? should i go now? 

tears is the big big trouble ever !

should it go down on my pretty face? should i taste those salty water for many times again and again?

did hurt me all that u want??

u never understand,

with anything thati've done !